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and...i did anything else they asked me to do.
exciting i know. -_-
* Open the book to page 56.
* Find the fifth sentence.
* Post the text of the sentence in your journal along with these instructions.
* Don't dig for your favorite book, the cool book, or the intellectual one: pick the CLOSEST.
armageddon- a final conclusive battle betweent the forces of good and evil.
the merriam-webster dictionary.
<3xo
well, we keep fighting. and idk...
i hate feeling like i don't love my boyfriend anymore. after all we've been through.
but i WANT to love him, i just don't know what to do. .
i need help. :(
but not be ashamed or embarrassed with the way i look....
that's when i feel sexy... <3xo
i just finished the second twilight. moving onto the third later. :]]]]]]]]]] ! can't wait!!!
and i know i'm acting all excited.but..i'm rather tired. and mildly upset because my dad keeps yelling at me.. :/ simply annoying....and depressing...
"ah well, huggles and whatnot." :] (love ya lucy.)
be on tomorrow night or the next day hopefully..
bye now.
- Mood:
cold
because, either last night or the night before...i was REALLY suicidal..it was horrible.
and all because i just hate the way i look and like...everything about myself so much..
but my best friend came to the rescue. i'm so in love with him i can't even see straight,
he told me i was perfect and beautiful. and though i'll never believe it.
it got me through the night... i'm so blessed to have someone like him...
anyway...
i've been thinking alot today. and i miss my cutting and eating disorders and stuff.
and i know that's sick and twisted. but i do.
i felt like they were a part of me. a part of defining who i am.
:/ which scares me...
i don't know much else to write right now..
goodnight. <3
- Mood:geeky
happy...when's the last time i uttered that statement....
statement..those three little words you tell me that make me feel so important....
important like you are to me....
me and you are so perfectttt. :)
perfect like the love we have for each other....
:)
i got boredd. lmfao.
i am really happy thoughhhhhhh..............
I GOT HER BACK!!!!!!
happy happy joy joy,
now britni let's try not to screw it up this time...<--------------i just talked to myself. :)
- Location:here. :)
- Mood:overjoyedd
- Music:count em one two three- the maine
which will change tonight cuz i'm in the most shit ass mood.
ugh.. like..all i can think of anymore is trying again... and getting it right..i wanna die so bad.. and i want to cut SO FUCKING MUCH! it's like.. tearing me apart..
but.. i'm using the thought of her to ward off these evil mean life destroying thoughts.. cuz.. she is the rainbow at the end of my storm... idk.. just. the thought of her is so sunny and happy and bright that it can bring some light to my darkest thougts..
but damn it scares me...
bc.. all i can do anymore is hurt people.. and.. i don't want to hurt her. god i couldn't live with myself if i did..i'm being so careful.. and.. just. trying to let her know how much i love her.. i want her to know that it's going to be okay.. even if i don't know that for myself.. and i want to treat her so much better then he did..
but i'm so scared that i'll hurt her... so very scared..
- Mood:
ditzy - Music:Tonight I Wanna Cry- Kieth Urban
i couldn't stop thinking about it today.. what it would feel like to make friends with that blade again...
it was such a pleasing thought...
but i'm trying my hardest not to..
if i do..I know i'll go to deep...
I just...
don't want to be here anymore...
doesn't seem worth it..
doesn't seem like the one's i love even want me here anymore..
so why waste the space...
i want to die.
- Location:hiding from everyone entertaining myself with my thoughts.
- Mood:suicidal
- Music:umm... music in my head. tonight i wanna cry by kieth urban i believe.
i snagged this from.. honestly someone i don't know..i was just looking around and found it.. so credit to ladylupinmalfoy i suppose..
The Rules:
1. Write down your name, one letter per line.
2. For each letter, add a song that starts with that letter.
3. You must like the song/the song must mean something to you.
real name:
B-Broken- Seether
R-Rush- Ferras
I-I'll Be- Edwin McCain
T-Take You Back- Jeremy Camp
N- Never Too Late- Three Days Grace
I- I Kissed A Girl- Katy Perry. :)
LJ name:
D-Day I Die- Elias
O- Ocean Waves- Flyleaf
_
Y-Your Guardian Angel
O- Obsession- Frankie J
U- Unpretty- TLC
R-Rise Above This- Seether
_
W-Wherever You Will Go-The Calling
O-Over My Head (cable car)- The Fray
R-Rooftops- Lost Prophets
S-Scars- Papa Roach
T-Teenage Dirt Bag- Wheatus
- Location:hiding from everyone in my mind..
- Mood:shaking and scared
- Music:Last Resort- Papa Roach
Using one word for each letter of the alphabet, make a list of the words you most associate with yourself or that you feel best describe you. Submitted By |
B- bisexual. or bulimic. take your pick
C-crazy {as hell]
D-dumb {blonde]
E-empty.
F-fucking {amazing}
G-gay!
H-happy {sometimes]
I- irreplaceable
J-jokester
K- kind {to some people}
L- Long.. mwahaha. last name
M- monkey! haha.
N- naughty.. lol. that just sounded good
O- open...
P-perky. loll
Q- quiet {when something's wrong]]
R- right.. all the time. i'm always right. even when i'm wrong
S- silly. o.O
T- talkative.. when i'm nervous
U- under her spell. lmfao
V- VAGINA!!!! cuz i have one.
W- white.. really white. like fucking neon white. i hate it.
X- xtra super amazing
Y- your bestest friend
Z- zaney. cooky crazy. and confuzedd.
- Music:I always feel like somebody's watching me! lmfao geico commercial
1. dad spraying cool whip down my pants. so funny.
2. meeting james. :D
3. punching my brother in the balls.
4. seeing twilight
5. reading twilight.
6. trying to fight shaun
7. flipping out at that whore caitlin.
8. starting highschool.
9. going to beckies house. haha!
10. telling people that i'm gay.
- Music:sober- P!nkkkkkkkkkkk
November is National Beard Month. Muttonchops, Van Dyke, goatee, soul patch, ZZ Top–style—tell us about your own wild and woolly facial fuzz. Even better, post a picture. Submitted By |
beckie the friggin BAMF!!!!! with herrr awesomeeeeee stache!!!! lmfao.. it's wayy beyond friggin awesome!!everyone else.. WELCOME!!!! hello and hi..
- Location:home.
- Mood:accomplished
- Music:handlebars
